Stupid Life

How can you be so good?

When you walk around acting like you’re from the hood.

You walk with that limp like you’re so cool.

As you sit around watching that girl and drool.

Up and down she goes as your jeans get tight.

While you sit alone in this dwelling night.

This life so stupid and you finally see.

Everyone around you going so free.

you hear that voice from so long ago.

telling you to go back and you finally know.

you’re white no aa

lets go back to the day

when you a normal boy

that acted so coy

you went to school did sports and shit

but you knew there was more so you had a fit

you went off got high joined a fucking gang

went around and did bang bang bang bang

you’re so stupid look what you’ve done

i watched you grow up now you go and have fun

but i know that’s lies

i can see the cries

you asking to come back

when you’re so out of wack

let’s rewind and go back to what we had

that love so true and it’s turned out so bad

part of me wants to love you as well as hate

could this be fake or something like fate?

you come along as I see the new you outside

but i know you just taking this new you for a ride

as you come up to me with that beautiful smile

and i see the old you that’s been gone for a while

than i see your new friends and you change to the new you

you’re not the same and i finally knew

were going a different road

taking off this huge load

and i finally see

I am going to be free

like everyone else in your old life

as your “new” friends take out that sharp knife

bam you’re gone and you were so young

just trying to have a little fun

goodbye to everything that you could’ve had

i wish you were smart and didn’t act so bad

i sit here tonight in this new city

thinking back to you and kinda feel so shitty

I loved you but i gotta move on

to this new life that isn’t like a con

smiling away thinking about the day

when it was so true so real now you’ve gone away

life’s good i think leaning back to sleep

waiting for the next day to start with a leap.