Lazy Lilly

Sorry I did not write a blog yesterday I was very tired and fell asleep way early. Yesterday was fun went to the doctors office than I went to the cute little French cafe that was really good. Than headed out to calabassas, to go to DASH. Let me tell you that was so stupid. Dash is overpriced and the people that worked there were so unprofessional. They were sitting on the couch eating trying on clothes!!! I could not believe it. We did find some cute stores out there though so it wasn't a total waste. We than came back and I just past out and slept and slept and slept. Maybe I am depressed about the New Year because nothing that good happened this year and I have no money to celebrate this new years eve. It's just upsetting I guess..... Anyways TODAY I went to work and everything was normal this person came in asking for a donation for this dance company at this high school which was a total lie everything she said. I left work and came home and took a nap than got up and had some yummy dinner. I have been sleeping a lot! I do not know why it sucks. Now I am just sitting here about to watch I am Legend with my Momma, not very entertaining I was suppose to go to rehearsal but I slept through and was too tired to go. Happy almost New year's Eve and New years. It's crazy its almost 2010! Well talk to you later.

Muah
xoxo,
Lilly

Back to Cupcakes

I woke up today at 12.. I guess I needed the beauty sleep. My mom made me breakfast AMAZINGLY today.. love ya mom :) Ate the scrumptious breakfast and just relaxed. Today was back to cupcakes day after a little break. I kind of missed working weirdly. Working in a place like Beverly Hills has its up and downs. On the up side you get to see some famous people and really rich people that are nice..... but on the down side you get the stuck up rich bitches as well. I have had some mean people come in but this woman today was just ridiculous. She blamed me for a cupcake being sold out and gave me the dirtiest look than stormed out pushing people in the way. I could not believe it... people like that I act very nice to them just to piss them off. Worked with my manager Topher who is very funny. We listened to the hairspray radio station which has a bunch of musicals on it. Sang and danced to them when nobody was in the store and took espresso shots together. Working at a cupcake place you would think I would get sick of the cupcakes but no I LOVE THEM and not good for lilly's body. Thank god I have a teenage metabolism still or I would be very huge. They are natural and organic and let me not forget KOSHER woohoo but they are still fattening. Working from 3:30 to 10:30 PM the night evening went by quickly. It's getting more and more busy as people learn about it. Stop in and see why I love them so much. FAMOUS CUPCAKES on Beverly DR....... enough with work when I got home my mom got a job offer that we both read.... but it seems kind of iffy. It's too good to be true you know? It would be amazing if it was real we just don't know.... I am about to go to bed have to wake up kind of early tomorrow. Thanks everyone who reads this. I really appreciate it. Love ya,

Muah

xoxo

Lilly

P.s. Adding a funny pic. of myself after a long day at work! :)

Lilly's New Start

Today is the first day that I am blogging to tell you guys about my new start here in the crazy Hollywood. When I first got here I breathed in the lovely humidified air. Although coming from a place like Seattle, so cold and "rainy", it was nice having warmth in the middle of Winter. We got in the new 1930's apartment with not very much although we had a friend decorate it with free stuff from Craigslist. Lots of cool free stuff on Craigslist by the way. It was nice to finally be where I knew I had to be. It has been 2 months already since first moving here. It was a little crazy at first getting situated, finding a job ect... I did find a job in Beverly Hills called Famous Cupcakes thank God. It's good to have a job in this economy and that's all I am going to say about that. L.A. is EXPENSIVE so so so expensive, I can not believe it. We are having major issues with money right now and it is definitely stressing both my mom and I out. I keep asking myself why am I up here and than I look at the Hollywood sign and than I realize I am here to be an actress. My whole life I have loved being in front of people and performing and now I get my chance to become a star. People ask me why I want to be an actress and here is why.... when I act I act from my heart and am myself at the same time a different person. I love being in different stories and acting out a character in MY own way. I'm NOT here for FAME, I am here to do what I want and live out my dream. My whole family besides my Mom and Grandma are totally against this in every way possible and it really upsets both my Mom and I. You would think a family would support there family in every way possible, but they are the complete opposite and think my Mom and I are stupid for doing this. I hate it, I am not perfect, and they should support me no matter what but they don't. They think I don't follow through with anything and I haven't in the past but I am a new girl in a new world living my life in a completely different way. You can judge me all you want but really I don't care. I used to care and it just overwhelmed me way too much. I am doing this blog to keep you posted on my new life and if you want to read it so be it. This is Lilly's new start in HOLLYWOOD baby and I will be posting a blog every day from now till whenever. So start enjoying my crazy, abstract, unique, struggling life and you will get to know that. Love you all who support me and may these next few days be more entertaining than this one. Tah tah for now!

Muah

xoxo

Lilly